Time Capsule Poetry
By Dennis Lantz
Time capsules fascinate me. Somehow, the concept of opening
a sealed vault to find objects that were purposefully hidden away just for you
to discover is the essence of Christmas, archaeology and time travel combined
into one blissful event. Letters, photographs and trinkets from that earlier
time not only can reveal a different period, but also the spirit of those who
placed the items there.
Not all time capsules are intentional. In my early twenties,
after a couple of rather poor short stories were rejected by various magazines,
I changed my focus to poetry. Oddly, but quite tellingly, I didn’t read poetry.
Today I can appreciate good verse, but even now I struggle to distinguish the
quality of this genre. I didn’t consider myself to be a poet; more of a
wordsmith using certain meter in an attempt to capture a particular meaning. I readily
admit that a few of the poems were not good, but I put a lot of time into them.
A few still make me smile and that is all that matters.
It is crazy to think that most of the poems were written
between twenty-five and thirty years ago. When I lived on Ghent Hill I kept
most of my writing notebooks in unorganized plastic totes, interspersed with
hundreds of books, mementoes and papers of importance only to me. When I moved
to Warren Center I brought everything with me. For the most part, the totes
stayed unopened, just like a time capsule.
Over the years I lost track of these poems. I thought hard
copies existed but I didn’t know where they were. Some of the totes were not
impervious to the small furry creatures that have no regard for the written
word, let alone poetry. I’ve tossed many a memory away because of them, but
that is a subject for another day. When I moved from the trailer into the
house, I brought the totes with me. I eventually went through them and read
from my old notebooks. I had a grand time, but the poems were not there.
When I began writing the original draft of My Handprint, I
reminisced about the poems. My last resort was to try to recover them from a
long unused computer still in the old trailer. This had been subjected to
periods of extreme cold and hot and hadn’t been turned on in eight years or so.
I wasn’t even positive they were on there because, while I thought I had sent
them via email to Christy, I couldn’t be certain that I had saved them. Knowing
myself, I likely did.
Anyway, the following paragraph is from a journal I wrote in
June 2016:
I FOUND THEM!!!! I
went down to the trailer to get the computer and was searching through the
closet in the small blue room and discovered storage totes inside that still
contained a bunch of my old notebooks. I thought I had brought everything to
the house, but was amazed to see that there were two entire totes of older
writings. As I was looking through these I came across a manila envelope that
contained hard copies of many of my poems!
That was an exciting day. Hence the multiple exclamation
marks. So, that is enough background. Now it is time to present a few of my
poems that have not seen the light for years. Other than Christy and possibly
one or two other people (and I can’t recall anyone for certain), they were not
shared until now.
I hope you enjoy them.
Of the dozen or so from that time period, I have selected four.
The Spirit
2/6/93
Listen close, you’ll hear the
ghost
Of the ancient One whose tempered
hands
Did feed the flame to start the
game
Of ancestry along the coast
Of some resplendent ocean realm.
Since Adam lived we’ve roamed the
earth
Among the dead in search for
life,
A pact was sealed for man to
yield
The knowledge Time replaced with
mirth
And petty codes of civil’ty.
Just cup your ear and catch the
sound
Of steady chants and windy
choirs,
A single note the master wrote
In purest form it can be found
Will often soothe the wildest
beast.
The sheathes of grain show no
remorse
For blood that’s seeped and
stained the past,
The gilded beam retains its gleam
Reflected in the water’s course
To shout the touch of deity.
But none compare, you snatch
their hail
While calm descends behind closed
eyes,
But woe the bane, December rain
Has come to rend the virgin veil,
It wakes you and the moment’s
gone.
Not only does the winter’s rain
Intrude upon the sweet repose,
It rails the voice of human
choice
That Cain was cast and Abel slain
And Eden lost to all mankind.
Wishing on a Star
8/7/89
If chance be kind and fate be fair,
Into your life a shooting star
Will fall for you to wish upon.
The flashing arc in jet black sky
Holds secrets only ancients knew
To lift the soul that’s feeling blue
And bring pleasures unforetold.
But heed these words and heed them well,
To wish on naught but pers’nal gain
Brings naught but tears and endless pain,
So wish instead for all mankind
And gain with all what all does need –
Like peace and love and harmony,
For these are every good man’s dreams,
And dreams like these – if wished by you
Have more the chance of coming true.
Dreams
In dreams
We shed
Our mortal thread –
Our passions
Like a thousand stars,
Illuminate the way
Vampires (finished 11/22/92)
We prey on innocents, you know,
As barb’rous beasts we sink our teeth
Into the earth, our hands to sow
The seeds of long imposed desires.
But how can justice stop the dead
Who blinded fly with wanton thrill
Upon the air, our cravings fed
By roots of learned avarice?
We thrive on ignorance, you see,
Our features change when darkness reigns
Upon our soul, the lust profanes
The innate voice of kindled dreams.
O siblings and mirror twin
Our gilded tales have failed to hide
The painted, tainted peace within,
Which drifts along in slow decay.
Come join the feast, your hungers show,
We prey on Innocents, you know.
The unintentional time capsule from which these came, held
others. I am sure I will share more soon.
Until then,
Read, Learn, Live.
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